Thank you, and Good Bye 2019 ๐Ÿงก

Hi โฃ It’s so nice to see you,- like always ๐Ÿ˜Š I hope all is fine with you ๐Ÿงก

It’s soon time to say “Thank you and Goodbye” to #2019,- and make a big, great space to 2020 ๐Ÿ˜Š. And it’s feel good,- I’m ready to say “Thank you and Goodbye 2019”,- are you? ๐Ÿ˜Š

I didn’t think I was going to say “Thank you”, – just “Goodbye” to this year,- but even it has been a #challenge year I still have so much to be Thankful for too ๐Ÿงก. And it’s feel better to turn the #focus to the good things, and be #thankful for them, as well as see what the challenges also have has helped to make me be #grateful for this year that is soon over ๐Ÿ˜Š.

It’s not many “topheadlines” to brag over this year ๐Ÿ˜…,- but there are “headlines” I’m still grateful for ๐Ÿงก.

It’s not always easy to see “the #mission” to the different challenges we meet in #life,- and I need to admit that I don’t see some of the challenges I have met this year and what kind of “mission” they had or have. But probably they had and have a kind of mission ๐Ÿ˜Š. Special if I choose to look at it in that way ๐Ÿ˜Š.

I remember 1. January this year,- I was so ready to just “#embrace” “it all”,- and did actually “ask” the year and the #universe to” just bring it on”. I have regret that one a couple of times ๐Ÿ˜…. I didn’t mean it “that way” ,- sweetie ๐Ÿ˜…,- but okay,- I’m not going to be so #brave tomorrow that’s for sure. I’m going to take small steps, and just whisper easy and nicely “you are very #welcome #2020”,- and just start “moving slowly” and see what the year and life #brings me ๐Ÿ˜Š. And then “embrace” “it” as best as I can ๐Ÿ˜Š.

The first 6 months was very challenging when it comes to work and regular income. And I did a job I didn’t like very much at my home,- but I even like the thought of not have a home and food on the table less ๐Ÿ˜Š. So I #manage to do “what I needed to do ” with a bit of help from the sideline ๐Ÿ˜Š.

In April I was starting “to fall seriously apart”,- but Natasja and an other friend of my, independent from each other, but both lives in Spain, did put me and “glue” me “slowly” together again ๐Ÿงก. Something I am very, very grateful for ๐Ÿงก.

And I did starting #blogging #seriously and regular in April ๐Ÿ˜Š. But not to much about “the falling apart”- part,- I did changed my focus as best as I could in my textes ๐Ÿ˜Š. It was not always easy, – but I at least did try ๐Ÿ˜Š. And I did manage to #expose my self more than I have #imagine I had the courage to do ๐Ÿ˜Š.

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In July I got another job,- something I was very grateful for. I didn’t feel very comfortable in the new job,- but I was grateful for starting on and with something else then I did work with at my home ๐Ÿ˜Š. And it was regular income and regular working hours. And this job gave me the possibility and the the #courage I needed to look for other and #new #opportunities, and also to send my resume to others companies again ๐Ÿ˜Š. So the ice-cubes I did feel in my stomach every day and every time the phone ring at my last job slowly did melt and became to water,- and gave the possibility for something else to grow ๐Ÿ˜Š.

This job teach me many things, both about my self, about different #possibility in life, making new #plans, and of course also about “the subject” I did work with, as a costumer support for ๐Ÿ˜Š. I have already forgot a bit about that,- but that’s just because I was not interested in “the subject” at all,- I was just interested in a regular job with a regular income,a and get myself and my life “back on track” ๐Ÿ˜Š. And I met some great people at this working place too,- and some are even become my #friends ๐Ÿ˜Š.

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I actually did think that “this year- 2019” was the year I was going to #change my “#status” from “#single” to “have a boyfriend”, be in a “#relationship” ๐Ÿ˜…. But that didn’t happen, – and probably it should be that way too. I don’t have any expectations for a relationship and a boyfriend this year. Not yet at least. It doesn’t mean I don’t want to have a boyfriend, meet someone special and be in a relationship,- it just mean that I’m not going to “run” after someone. I’m not going to use my time one some that don’t want to use their time with or on me,- or don’t “see” the “concept” “me” ๐Ÿ˜Š. But you never know what tomorrow will bring,- thing can change, – we all have been learned that after some years of #living ๐Ÿ˜Š.

My daughter moved out this autumn, and suddenly I did live on my own for the first time for 25 years ๐Ÿ˜Š. I’m not sure how to “embrace” that new concept in my life yet either,- but I will probably find my way,- little by little, step by step ๐Ÿ˜Š. It’s still very, very new for me to just have the #responsibility for only and just me ๐Ÿ˜Š.

We and I have had lots of great guests this year too, – but the “topheadline” here are when my #family did come in October ๐Ÿฅฐ. It was so incredible good and great to see my mammi again, my youngest sister and two of my nieces ๐Ÿฅฐ.

I got a new job this December, and have already been working in my new job for closely 2 weeks now. I have had the responsibility for “the line in Norway” totally on my own the last week. That feels a bit scary, but also very good that they, the #company Im working for actually see the #value in my and my #knowledge ๐Ÿ˜Š. I’m not just grateful for this job, but Im also #happy in it ๐Ÿฅฐ.

“The bump” suddenly and surprising did contacted me after 6 years of “silence”. I’m not sure what “the bump” wanted, except from “to drink a coffee” together with me. I didn’t answer “the bump”. I don’t have anything to say to “the bump”,- special not good things. And I did try to remember some “bright lights” from that relationship,- it’s a couple of small ones,- but all in all,- I did find out that from now on I want to manage my life without to much “remembering” and “memorizing” the time with “the bump” anymore. It did #effect me,-yes,- but I don’t need to let it effects me anymore ๐Ÿ˜Š. It is what it is,- it was what it was ๐Ÿ˜Š.

#Health, is a “fresh product”, both #physical and #mental that’s for sure, and something I really have recognized in different forms, shapes and areas this year ๐Ÿ˜Š. The health needs to be taken care of as a fresh product too,- both physical and mental. It’s not always easy, – but as older I get as more important it is to take care of the physical health with different kinds of exercises ๐Ÿ˜Š. And the mental health too,- it’s not always easy “to turn the focus”,- but as more I do “exercise” on this one too, as better and brighter my mind becomes,- and my life as well ๐Ÿ˜Š.

I’m not looking forward to start with the workout and exercises again. I have been a bit lazy the last 3 months. I know it will be hard ๐Ÿ˜ณ,- but I also know it will be worth it ๐Ÿคธโ€โ™€๏ธ ๐Ÿ˜Š. The health is a fresh product,- both physical and mental,- and needs to be taken care of like that too ๐Ÿ˜Š. (Its good that most fresh product has a “best before date”, and just not an “expired on date” date,- then it’s always a possibility to use the fresh products wisely, you know ๐Ÿ˜Š )

I don’t take the chance to think, believe or say “this year” going to better then the last year,- I have done that a couple of times- it didn’t work out very well ๐Ÿ˜…. But I’m looking forward to a new year, new possibility, new opportunities and new experiences,- and get a bit more knowledge as well ๐Ÿงก.

And I’m not going to eat this 12 grapes either- it didn’t help that one either for “a great new year”, like ” the best one so fare and ever” ๐Ÿ˜…. Besides, I just stuck the grapes to my throat ๐Ÿ˜…,- you have to swallow one and one grape so fast before the clock turns to 24.00, and a new year is starting ๐Ÿ˜….

Im not going to ask you any questions about your 2019 today,- but I hope you can look back at 2019 with a lots new experiences, with thankfulness, happiness and joy ๐Ÿงก.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are ๐Ÿงก. This last day in 2019 ๐Ÿงก. Thank you so much for dropping by my blog today too ๐Ÿงก.

See you soon ๐Ÿ˜Š

#Thankyou #2019 ๐Ÿ˜Š,- for the #good #times and for the different “#lessons in #life” ๐Ÿงก. I still dont understand them all,- but they had and have probably a good #mission ๐Ÿ˜Š. Goodbye 2019,- it was actually #great to #meet you,- but it’s also #good to #leave you #behind ๐Ÿ˜Š.