Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡
I have one week holiday at the moment,- and I’m enjoying every second of it, actually I do 🌞.
So fare it has been an very nice holiday at the same time a bit strange. It has been sunshine and it has been rain,- both in my soul and outside the door. I have been thinking a lot about the life and what I want to do. It’s not easy to manage “all and everything” at ones, but some days ago I really felt I was in “a rush” to live it all on the same time.
Manage dreams, goals, wishes,- but that’s not impossible. A friend from my teenages years just passed away some days ago, just 48 years old,- and it was probably by a heartache. Then a lost of thoughts dropped by my mind, natural enough. Thoughts about the life. What to fill the life up with? What’s important in life, my life, for me,- and not my life for all and everyone else. ( …because many of us have a “bad” habit to satisfy all and everyone else, and do things that’s not correct for them just to “please” others- I have been there myself….).
Because it’s very easy actually my life is my life- not anyone else. Selfish? I don’t think so,- but of course it depends a bit what you do in your life and how your acts actually affect other people around you in a good or a bad way 🧡.
This is my first holiday this year I can do what ever I want when ever I want without taking any other consideration then to myself. I live alone now, and I enjoy every second of this alone time. And I enjoy it even more now that I have a holiday 🏖.
I’m not doing very much, at the same time as I actually does 😊. But I do what I want in my own tempo. Like I mention in my last post,- I have been thinking a lot about the life, and also the new epoch in my life, and I have choose to believe that I’m standing on a new the start- line too, in my life 😊. If I’m not happy in my life, then I don’t think the people I’m sourrende by either will be happy, or even like to be together with and by me.
I have just been on my own for around 3 weeks. Living alone. It’s just three weeks since my last babyduck moved out. The first weekend without my daughter was a tiny little bit hard 😅. I did miss her so badly. I felt lonely and lonesome,- and it’s not very often in my life I do that. A tiny “new” experiences, and I even felt a bit restless, also something I dont feel very often 😊. But it didn’t last very long 😊.
I have plans and dreams, wishes and hopes, even some goals I want to try to reach,- and for to be able to do that I need to do something for it 😊. Create plans, create strategies, be structured and also targeted and purposeful 😊. And remember, – one step at the time 😊. So I have done a bit of that. I have also been writing some freelance articles, actuallybern working in my holiday, – something I really like to have and use my time on, to write.
I have made some teaching plans for my two students too. Yes,- that’s correct,- I’m a teacher and then it’s a bit difficult to just not teach, so it became two students instead of one 📚. I have some economic goals I want to reach too, so I’m going to work a bit extra during this autumn and winter. I’m not going to reach my goals if I don’t do something with them 😊.
My own Spanish language studies I’m going to start on in January. Like I mention, – on step at the time 😊. But to make good plans and strategies are a good start too. Even when I’m not going to start up with some of my plans before next year 😊.
I have created some small daily plans and goals I want to manage and reach every day, – and so fare so good. It’s easier to reach small goals, and just a couple at the time 😊 But I have some weekly and monthly goals too,- like I said,- step by step 😊.
I have been enjoying the sun and spent some hours with the pool. I have being watching some series at the television and also been knitting 🧶. Because it has also been raining during this holiday. And it has been a while since I had the possibility to knit,- so that was very nice to do, and relaxing as well 😊.
I had a really nice lunch together with a Spanish friend of my one of this days. Great and good talks actually, deep talk,- about the life. About dreams and wishes, and how to try to reach them 😊. Because we all have dreams and wishes in life,- I’m not an exception there 😉. And it felt also very good to talk with someone about my thoughts around this friend from my teenages years that just passed away.
I’m going to meet two other friends as well for sushi in my home,- something I’m really looking forward to. It’s a long time since I have seen them both, so it’s going to be so nice to see them again and have good talks with them both 😊.
And I’m going to visit my daughter too, something I’m looking forward to as well 🥰. It will be so good to see her again, hug her a bit too 🥰.
Next week I’m starting at work again and my plan is also to start up again with ny regular workout and exercises next week. Phu,- I know that one is going to be hard in the beginning,- but if I manage to keep it going regular now,- with out to many disturbances in my life, I know I will manage it 🤸♀️. But sometimes in life it’s more important to take care of the different “disturbances” that shows up in life, and put other things “on hold” for a while 😊. I don’t regret that I have put “my things and stuffs” “on hold” this year at all,- because I did it for my children,- and they are worth “it all” 🧡,- and actually not a disturbances either,- but I do think you know what I mean? 😊
It has so fare been an relaxing and refreshing holiday, both in my mind, soul and for the nature. The rain refresh the nature as the rain (deep thoughts ) inside my soul did refresh my mind in it is own way 💧🍀. To be at the pool and just enjoy the sun made me relaxed as well as when I see progress in my “work” in my homecorner- office too 😊. I’m actually “created” a bit like that,- I relax when I do work I’m enjoying, even it’s actually work 😊. But step by step,- I have learned that now,- I can’t rush to reach my goals,- just work and use the time it takes,- and hopefully reach what I’m working for one day 😊.
I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡. Try to enjoy the small things in the days 🧡. Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog today 🧡.
See you soon 😊
It has so fare been an relaxing and refreshing holiday, both in my mind, soul and for the nature. The rain refresh the nature as the rain (deep thoughts ) inside my soul did refresh my mind in it is own way 💧🍀. To be at the pool and just enjoy the sun made me relaxed as well as when I see progress in my “work” in my homecorner- office too 😊.
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