I'm a norwegian woman who lives and works in Spain. It was actually not the plan to stay here so long,- but for some reason I was just left here with a couple of kids in my suitcase,- and a boyfriend that never showed up🙄😊It was proberly the best, but how do you survive? 😉 It has been a journey- thats for sure. Now a new journey is on the "road",- finding "me" since my mammi"role" is changing. My 3 children are now young adults, and mooving in and out from the home,- but hopefully its soon time for just "me"😍....so lest see- what "the life" brings up😊💛 (ps1- I'm not navity English- so my written english is not perfect. lm working on it- be pation- please😘)
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Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you all 🧡
The swimming pool in the community I’m living in is open now,- and that feels so good 😊. It’s getting warmer and warmer every day,- and it’s not impossible to enjoy the sun at my balcony anymore. Well, – not at daytime at least. It feels like it is at least 50 degrees up there when the sun is shining 😅.
Normally the swimming pool is open up in April, but this April has been a bit different then earlier April’s 😊. This April we was in quarantine and curfew in Spain, but slowly, slowly got our “freedom” back during the lasts weeks 😊. And one of those “freedoms” is be able to use the swimming pool 🏊♀️.
There are some few restrictions when it comes to use the pool,- but not to many, and not very difficult to be able to follow either 😊.
We are not allowed to use the toilets that are in the pool area, but that’s not a problem. We live very close to the pool and will manage to use our toilet in the home,- if it should be necessary 🧻. And this 2 metre distance is important to keep, except from the people you are living together with. There’s no sun chairs or umbrellas either this year, so it looks a bit empty the pool area 🏖. But I have my own beach chairs and beach umbrella we can bring with us to the pool 🏖.
And then there is this lock I actually don’t see the point with 🗝. In general the pool is locked down from November to April, but when the gate to the pool is open it’s in general open “all the time”. Except from now.
We have all in this community got an key to this lock. I can’t reach mine in the mailbox, but I got the possibility to copy the key from one of my neighbour. And the copy key is working,- I can lock me in and out from the pool now in “legal” way 🗝🏊♀️.
But theres is a is a path at the back of the pool, with stone steps up and a small opening that allows full access to the pool area without having to unlock a lock using a key. I have use this path many times during the Spring time before the swimming pool is open,- and no one have ever said a thing about me using that “road” to go to the pool. But now we need to have our own key to the gate so we can open and lock it again when we are finished using the pool 🤔. But what about the open path to the pool? That’s still there and still open.
Anyone who wants to take a swim in the pool can do this without this “magic” key 🗝. So I actually quite don’t understand the point with the key and the lock.
The first photo from the left is the pool, and the photo is taken from my home. So it’s not fare to walk down to the pool, or run back home for a tiny toilet visit, in case that’s necessary. “Behind” the pool it is two paths, one goes directly up to the pool. The other one also go to the pool, but as well to the houses in our community.
The next 3 photos are the path up to the pool, and the fifth photo the opening to the pool. And the last one is just a tiny photo over the pool area. I actually could show you this better with a move, but I did think about that a bit to late. So next time if I have something I want to show and explain, I will make a move to you instead 😊.
Well,- our pool is open and available for use with some restrictions,- and one of the is to remember to lock the gate with a key so no one else can use the pool. The tiny little thing is that there’s a path on the opposite side of the pool area with free exit to the pool. So I’m actually not sure what the point with this lock and key is 🤔🗝😊. Why it’s so important to remember to lock down something that is open in the opposite side 😊.
Anyway,- it’s great to be able to “cool down” in the pool the next days, weeks and months 🏊♀️☀️. Even the pool area looks a tiny bit empty without the sun chairs and umbrellas 🏖.
So I’m very happy for this “magic” key to the pool, at least it gives me the feeling of using the pool “legal” 😊.
I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡. Thank you so much for dropping by my blog today too 🧡.
See you soon 😊
The lock to our pool, so we can unlock it and use the pool 🏊♀️. So our pool is open now, with a lock. At the same time there’s an open exit on the opposite side of the pool with full possibility to use the pool when ever you want without having any “magical” key 🗝😊.
Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you all 🧡
June is soon already over, and this month went incredibly fast 😊. I’m not sure why this month went so fast, or more correctly feels it went so much faster then some other months. June has 30 days like 3 other months during a year have, but still it feels like this mont went faster 😊. June just “rushed away”. And we are actually half in 2020. This very strange year, with so many different changes and challenges because of a tiny little virus. A bit different year then I did had in mind and did “expected” 1. January 2020.
The time can feel it goes faster when theres a lots of things that’s happen in life, but to be honest, there hasn’t been a lot that has happen in my June 😊. Mainly work to be honest, but not just work 😊.
A bit other things has happen during June, I have manage a couple of other things then just work 😊.
I have been enjoying the sun, so my skin looks a bit “fresher” then this sweet light in a kind of pink colour 😊. I manage to save up money and could by a pavilion and some pillows for my furniture outside. And together with my daughter we did create a very cozy outside living room and area with lights and space for sweet summer days as well as soft summer evenings for enjoying together with family and friends 😊.
I still don’t go out very much, for cafe-, bars-, or restaurant visit yet. There’s two reasons for that. I have been working a lot, and I still take a some precautions when it comes to minimizing possible vectors to be infected by coronavirus. Although I have many different thoughts in relation to both the virus itself, the disease Covid19, the risk of infection, and also whether it is man-made or not and a little more thoughts. I’m not entirely sure if the information we get in the media is always correct.
Also,- Spain hasn’t been in phase 4 very long so “the new normal life” hasn’t been an “reality” either for so many weeks 😊. But all through I’m not visiting restaurants or cafes very much yet, I have been socializing more in June then in April and May.
I have been visiting a college of my. He moved into a new apartment in June. A nice apartment close to the beach. It was a very nice and cozy visit with sushi to eat and some sangria to drink 😊. I brought the food and drink with me as a “congratulation- gift” together with some aloe vera plants, because he haven’t been to careful in the sun and was a bit sunburned as well ☀️.
I have also had visit in my home “under” my new pavilion ⛱. A good friend of me from Norway did visit me one evening. She is living and working here in Spain, and since I’m so much in the “creative corner” now at days when it comes to food I also served sushi, but instead of sangria to drink it was a sparkling apple juice. A very fresh and tasty sparkling apple juice 🍎🍏. And a very cozy and nice visit too. I haven’t seen my friend since the end of January because of the quarantine and curfew we have been through here in Spain, so it was so great to see her again 😊.
And yes,- I really like sushi, but I don’t make it my self. It cost to much and take to much time for me to prepare a homemade sushi meal 😊. Sushi is my daughter and me favourite meal for our “daughter and mammi” evenings ❤.
I have also got my car back after two months without. My oldest son has borrowed it. He did borrow my car so he and his friend got the possibility to move to their own home, and also so he got the possibility to save money to buy his own car. “Both things in box” now 😊. They have moved out and my oldest son has been able to buy his own car as well 🚘.
My oldest son and his girlfriend and my son and his girlfriend visited me one day, delivered my car back and we had a nice “chat up” before all four of them went back to the mountains, to their home 🏠. It was good to see my oldest son again, and so good to ses him health and well too 😊. And of course it was nice to see his friend as well as meet the girlfriends to the young men I have been living together with for three months this Spring 🧡.
I have also been a bit of a “moving company” the last week 😅. Because my son in the middle and a friend of him are moving into my home. They have already been here two nights now and,- well I think this “living together situation ” also will go well, like it went with my oldest son and his friend,- special because we are able to use more space outside during the summertime, as well as we are not “locked in” with an more and less 24 hour quarantine 🏠. And they are both “easy going”,- persons, my son in the middle and his friend 😊.
My daughter is moving in as well, but during the upcoming weekend,- and then it is July ☀️.
June hasn’t been a very challenging month. I think the “biggest” challenge this month has been to get an copy for the key to the swimming pool, and to manage the moving- process in between my work as well as my son’s work and his friend’ work as well.
The pool to the community I’m living in has been closed until now, but for a couple of days ago we all got our key to the pool so we can start using it, but with restrictions,- of course. And the key to the pool has been delivered in our mailbox.
My challenge has been,- I have lost the key to our mailbox, but still managed to get my mail out of the box with sticking my hand into the tiny little opening (it’sgood to have small hands sometimes 😉),- except from this key. For some reason I can’t manage to get it, and I have been trying every day during the last 3 days.
The owner of the house I’m renting wanted to have a copy of the key to the pool so they also can use the pool now and then during the next two months. It is actually their daughter that want to have the possibility to use the pool. She has got a job in the area here for the two next months and maybe want to use to pool. The our of this house don’t live in this area, but in Africa/ Morocco, a place called Cueta.
So I did asked my neighbour if I could borrow his key to the pool and take a copy,- and lucky for me he said “yes, of course”. I didn’t just take one copy, but three 😉. One for me, one for the owner of the house I’m renting, and one to have “just in case”. The thing is,- we actually don’t need a key to be able to use the pool, but I will tell you about that in another post 😊.
There hasn’t been very much changes either during June. I have actually starting socializing a bit more, my home is “turned up side down” again, and will be like that for a couple of months, because there’s a couple of more people living here again.
I have got my car back, and it was a nice “change” to be able to get a bit more “around”,- even it was nice to be walking “here and there” too for different errands 😊.
And yes,- my patio in the front of the house is also changed to a cozy and nice outside livingroom and area 😊.
And of course I needed to re- organize my own plans a bit, my own routine and daily rhymes, change them so they fit a bit better in a daily life where 4 different people lives together.
I have nothing to complain about. June was a busy, gentle and nice month 🧡.
I’m not sure what July will bring me of changes and challenges, nice surprises, events, joy and happiness. I know there will be a bit of it all in some or another way 😊. It will be a change and a challenge to live together with 3 people, but not because they are very challenged and difficult to live together with, just because there are 3 young adults that has lived a bit their own life for a while. Something that also has created their own routines and rhythm in their daily life. And when you move back to mammi there’s some invisible mammi expectations too from my kids 😊. But that’s just because I’m their mammi, they are my children, and we have been living together so many years that there are things they are “use to” that I’m doing. Like for example have the dinner ready, and actually be creative enough to make tasty and delicious dinners too 😊. Well, – we will manage to find solutions I think 😊.
I’m going to have 2 weeks of holiday in July, something I’m really looking forward too 😊. And I’m going to meet Natasja again 😊. I haven’t seen her either since the beginning of January this year. She did travel to Denmark fir working at a hospital there during the quarantine and curfew here in Spain, and she come back to Spain a couple of weeks ago 😊.
All I can say in this last day in June is Thank you June for your busyness, gentleness and sweetness 🧡. Welcome sweet July, I’m looking forward to meet you with happiness and joy 💚.
I wish you all a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡. Thank you so much for dropping by my blog today too 🧡.
See you soon 😊
Thank you June for your busyness and gentleness, your sweetness and happiness 🧡. I wish you welcome, sunny July ☀️ I’m looking forward to meet you with happiness and joy 💚.
Hi ❣It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you all 🧡
Police violence and racism are two words that has been used a lots together in the news lately, but not so much the word discrimination. I’m not sure why discrimination is a bit “behind” in the different “discussions” in the news, but it is.
There’s a lots of focus what’s happen in the USA now at days, and how the police “over there” are using unnecessary violence in different situations, and then special when it comes to people with a darker skin. When and why did the focus become “police violence and skin color”? And special who let the focus be in this kind of direction in the news? Police violence happen just not between to different skin color,- a white policeman and a darker person. Police violence happen with all kind of people, even the white ones. White against white. Colour against colour.
In this “case” I want to mention an america white, rich man, Tony Timpa, that was killed by the police 10. August 2016. It was not very much about that case in the news. Why not? But it was police violence at the same level as in the case of George Floyd. The different is that Tony Timpa’s “case” was never shared “all over the world”,- and why wasn’t it? Because he was white and rich?
My point is, – police violence happen no matter what kind of colours the skin have.
And like I did mention in one of my posts about the quarantine and curfew time here in Spain. It was not the virus I was afraid of, but the police. They behaved so badly, and used violence if some one crossed the quarantine and curfew line. Spanish police against Spanish people. White against white.
I could mention more “cases” like this,- but choose to not use more time around that. I just wanted to mention that it’s a difference between police violence and racism. It’s more about that the police are misusing their “power” in “upheated” situations, and it is about discriminating.
In my mind the police are going to create peace and order, maintain security and catch the “bad guys” ……. I thought. But it is not quite so experienced anymore. The police create fear because they behave terribly, many places, not all the places in the world, but many places, also in Spain, even in Norway too.
In short, police violence is when the police use violence against certain individuals or groups without any need to deal with a situation involving violent interventions. But unfortunately it has been a bit situations during the last where the police for some very strange reason choose to use violence unnecessary.
And then it is this words “racist” and “racism”. If we are agree about the fact that human are human no matter what colour the skin are,- why do we still split human into race- groups? In away “accept” the fact that we are actually from different “rases”?
In one “setting” it’s “correct” that we belong to different “groups”,- but are we different rases?
I’m a Scandinavian woman, and I can’t never be anything else. I look like an Scandinavian woman too. I can’t be an Spanish woman or an Asian woman, or an African woman either. I “belong” to the Scandinavian “group”,- but I’m not a different race. We have the same number of chromosomes, chromosomes that create us for women, for humans, but with genes that just put together a slightly different custom that we look different on the outside, and have different characteristics. At least in my mind I do think this way.
I have use the words “racist” and “racism” my self, but lately I have been thinking more and more about what the words in it’s own way stands for,- and if I look closely it “tells” me that as long as I use those words I also choose to split human into different races. And that’s not correct, is it?
If I just choose to use the words “racist” and “racism” one more time I want to say that “racist” and “racism” is not white against colours. There are people with dark skin that’s are “racist” too. There are Spanish people who are not very “happy” for people like my skin color. And both of my two youngest children has felt that “on their body” that they had a lighter skin, and the lighter colour was not very popular.
If I, with my light skin had moved, and I mean moved, not travel on a holiday, to Jamaica, I haven’t been very much welcomed, because of my skin color. Isn’t that racism too? Or is “racist” and racism” just for the one with darker colour skin then me?
Colours doesn’t matter,- we are all just different humans in different forms, sizes, shapes and colours. And racism doesn’t “belongs” to just a specific kind of colours either, racism happens all over the world no matter what colour you have.
Maybe it’s actually about xenophobia? Fear of the stranger, the unknown, the “different” than we are used to?
And then it is “discrimination”,- isn’t actually that what it “all” is about? Discrimination because of the differences?
For example a person in a wheelchair will maybe not experience “racism”, but discrimination. And there’s a lots of discrimination everywhere in different way, level and “categories” . The young girl I told you about in my text “13 years of exclusion” what “word” can she use? A bully victim? She can’t use “racism”, because it was white against white. But still her experience has created scares on her soul at the same way as a person who experiences “discrimination” because of the wheelchair, or “racism” because of the skin color.
I think we people, we human have a “habit” to react in a negative way when we meet something new, something different and something we can feel threatened in some way, or that makes us insecure about ourselves and our own worth. And then we reacts with unreasonable actions, with fear, and fear many times cause bad actions. Bad actions like bullying, racism and discrimination.
My point today is,- police violence happen “all over the world” and has not very much with the colours to do, more about the police that’s does the violence, and about discriminating.
And when we choose to use words like “racism” and “racist”, we accept in a way that human are split into different “races”. Also “racism” it’s something that happens “all over the world”, no matter what kind of colours the skin are,- the focus is just a bit more on “white against colours” in the news, not the opposite. And to the end,- discrimination. I think that’s a good word to use,- it’s very much about discriminating, and xenophobia. This fear of what we do not have as much knowledge of, whether it is another skin color, disease, various disabilities, sexual orientation or it may be culture and traditions that are unknown. Something that makes us in one or another way feel insecure or threatened, because we don’t know, because we don’t have the knowledge.
This is just my thoughts, they can be wrong, they can be correct. It’s just my thoughts about “something” that’s happening around in the word at the moment, and also has happen for a while.
I just think we have to get a little bit better at separating some words and expressions from each other now and then, and not just putting them, and seeing them, as “selling” contexts.
I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡. Thank you so much for dropping by my blog today too 🧡.
See you soon 😊
We humans are like sequins. We come in slightly different colors and shapes, some with a little “crap” even. And all are useful in one or another way 😊. The differences doesn’t give us the right to carry out various forms of discrimination, or even to use unnecessary police force. Xenophobia, fear of what makes one uncertain often creates conflicts between people of different kinds. Unnecessary conflicts because we don’t have the knowledge, and because we in one or another way feel threatened by “the unknown”.
Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you all 🧡
We humans are just different and therefore we also think differently and practice differently. We have different religions and beliefs, and different ways of practicing our faith. One is not more correct than the other. We humans are just different and therefore we also think and belive differently and practice differently as well.
Some don’t believe in “anything”, others a lot, and in a lots of things too. (I’m probably in the last category here…😊).
Religion and beliefs are also often associated with different cultures and traditions, and have their development based on both culture and traditions.
For me, my religion and what I believe in is in general a very private matter. That means I do not share so much neither here in my blog nor with others about what I believe in, how I believe or how I practice my faith. But something I do share because it sometimes belongs to the action in the text I write. Or it is a subject I do discuss with close friends, or my children.
I believe in different forms, and ways, and I can practice my believe with pray and actions. I do believe there’s something bigger then me, and I do believe there’s more between heaven and earth then we human can understand. I do believe there’s something we just can’t explain, it jis “are there”. I’m not sure if I believe in a past life,- but I’m going to tell you a story about “past life”, because I have been thinking more and more about this story lately.
Before I did travel (or moved ) to Spain I did visit a clairvoyant, or actually it was not me that visit this clairvoyant at all, it was “the ex”, “the bump”, the man that just dropped me off in Spain. I was just with him to this clairvoyant. I don’t know what he was asking this clairvoyant about, not either what advice or “answer” he got. I know he did visit this clairvoyant now and the for getting some business advice. “The ex”/”the bump” was a business man. And not a good one….maybe I tell you that story an other day….if or when I’m more ready for that.
I got an offer to “be read for” when he was there, and I said “yes, why not”. I have a believe that some people are wiser on a different level then others. That they actually can “see and read, talk with someone in an other universe”. Not all and everyone that say they can do this can do it, not all and everyone that say they is a clairvoyant is a real clairvoyant, some are just using clairvoyant as business, not for helping or giving advice, just earning money.
Why I do believe that some have an other contact with the universe then “the rest of us” is because I have my own experiences from this, and even in the Bible there are prophets. And different traditions and cultures also are using a kind of clairvoyant to getting different advice, it can be an shaman or it can be a witch. I don’t think they have this different kinds of clairvoyant if it was just “nothing in it”. I think they are there in the different religions and beliefs for a reason. I think it is a reason why there are some real clairvoyant in our world.
And a prophet is just a religious name for a clairvoyant,- but is still someone who could look into the future, one who received his warnings from a divine power. So in it’s own way a prophet is a kind of a clairvoyant, just in the religious perspective.
My story today feel actually very private to tell, but since the story has dropped into my mind much more lately I have chosen to tell you about this “experience”, this story. But before I continue I want to tell you that my children knows the story. They have heard the story long time before you, because in a strange way it is about them too. And we do talk about and discuss different things,- me and my young adults children, also about religion and beliefs. And I also need to say there’s actually nothing private in the story, non very private or personal “happenings” at all. Actually it is a very ordinary and boring story. But it still feels for me very private and personal to share this story.
This clairvoyant I did meet 7 years ago could tell me that I had been living in Spain in two different lifes. To be honest, I don’t remember very much about the conversation, except from this story about a past life in Spain. Because it made an impression, and I was on my way to Spain with two of my three children at that time too.
The clairvoyant could tell me that my children has been with me both time, but in different “concept”. And that me and my children has always been and still was very connected and close to each other. ( …well I do know we are very close, he didn’t need to tell me that 😊). I don’t remember anymore what “life” I did live first or last form a past life in Spain, just that in some or another way my children was together with me. And they still are in this life ❤.
In both life we has been living close to the cost where I m living now, even more and less in the same area. In one of my past life my two youngest children, my son in the middle and my daughter was my children there as well, and my son was older and my daughter younger. I was a widow, we did live a normal life, not rich, not poor, we just lived in South of Spain. Non big happenings, no big events, just a normal, quiet life, lived until I was around 70- 80, and died of ages.
In my other life here in Spain, my oldest son was my big brother. We was very close. We did also lived more and less in the same area as we/me are living now. But he did help me and my love to escape from my dad and into Seville, and he did stay with us in Seville. My love was a poor man, and my dad was a very rich man, so our love at that time was not good, it was forbidden. Me and my love didn’t became very rich, and I did die of a disease when I was around 40 years old.
The clairvoyant told me that because of my past lifes it was the reason why I was so “attracted” to Spain, and it would not be a problem for me to learn Spanish either, because it was already “in me”. Well, – so fare that was not correct about the language , – but I think I know why it’s difficult for me to “connect” with the Spanish language.
Like I told you,- I don’t remember what past “life” was first and last. And that does irritated me a bit now, that I don’t remember 😊. Did I first live here with my oldest son/ big brother or with my two younger children? The clairvoyant did tell me, but I can’t remember.
I have been thinking a bit about this story lately. Not because I’m believe, because I’m actually not sure what I do, if I believe I have been living here before, in a past life, in two past life, or not. Since I’m not sure I probably have a kind if tiny believe, and because this story has “popped up” more and more lately I maybe do believe in my own way?
So why have I been thinking about this story lately? It is because of what’s happen in my life. All my three children has lived together with me here in Spain, during this period for soon 7 year. First it was me and my two youngest children, then my son in the middle moved to Norway for a while and my oldest son and my daughter lived together with me. Then there has been some mixing, who has lived here, but never all three together, and never just my sons together with me either. This year I have been living together with my oldest son for a while, and soon I’m going to live together with my two youngest children again.
Sometimes I feel there’s a kind of “connection I don’t get” with this moving in/ moving out/ moving in again. I know it is very natural reason why my oldest son did live together with me for three months this year, and it is a very natural reason why my two youngest children are going to live with me now. Normal reasons under a “new normal life” because of the different changes and challenges the coronavirus and Covid19 have done to our society. Covid19 is a disease…..and my oldest son has been very worried for me when it comes to this disease. He can’t explain why he is so worried, because I actually do live very carefully when it comes to do my best to avoid coronavirus. And he knows that. All he can say is that he is worried because I’m his mammi.
I did think a tiny bit about this story about a past life in Spain before I did move to Spain, but life, “the planned life” here in Spain did changed so fast that my focus on this story has slept my mind, until now. The focus has been to survive and do the best if a living situation I was not aware of should happen.
Like I said,- I feel there’s “something here” I don’t get, but should have got. The connection has something to do with the story this clairvoyant told me about my past life. Difficult to explain, and special for me in English too, my second language, not my first. And it is also difficult to explain for my self “what it is” this “something”.
I feel I do live in “a kind of a spiral” at the moment, or have actually been living in a kind of a spiral during the last years, but just after I did moved to Spain. And slowly I’m getting closer to the end of this spiral, closer to something new I have not a clue what is, and at the same time, I’m not sure if I’m in the middle of the spiral at the moment, or closer to the end.
I haven’t been visiting Seville. The clairvoyant told me that when I did visit this town I would “recognize and remember”. And to be honest,- that’s actually one of the reasons why I haven’t visited Seville, because I’m a bit “scared” for what can be “popping up” into my mind if I visit this town.
And my Spanish is not good at all, so the language hasn’t come “easy” for me like the clairvoyant told me. I’m not “connected” to the Spanish language. At the same time, I think the language can come easy to me if I give it a try, give it time and offer, choose to work a bit more with the language then I have been doing. Maybe it is “in me” if I take a bette look? I think I’m just a bit worried, to be honest, like I’m when it comes to visit Seville. But this “worriedness” has dropped to my mind just during the last days. It can be the reason why I’m actually struggling with the Spanish language, because I’m worried.
I don’t know if my text did make any sense for you today. But this is something that is on my mind very often lately, this story about a past life in Spain, this feeling of “something I have in front of me” but I can’t “catch” it or get it, what this “something” is, even I in a strange way know it is “there” in front of me, some kind of changes, and even some kind of “answers” to questions I don’t know I have.
I don’t think or feel it is something bad, actually, I feel it will be more like a kind of “solution”. A kind of a “relief” from or of something. I do feel it is something good that’s “on the way in the end of this spiral”. But I have no idea what “all this is about”. Not a clue.
What I did write about today feels very private and personal, like I in a strange way did “let you into my life” without actually doing it at the same time. At the same time,- there’s actually nothing special with this text, not any big events or happenings, just a story that has given me many thoughts lately, and a very strange feeling.
This is my thoughts, my feelings at the moment, and I don’t have any natural explanations why I feel like I do. But in some or another way,- I hope my text did give you some kind of sense. At least for me to just write it down, tell you, share, did gave me and does give me a strange kind of “peace”. A peace I also can’t explain 😊.
So I just want to wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡. Thank you so much for dropping by my blog today too 🧡,- and read my a private and personal sharing,- without any big “events” in, without any special happenings 😊
See you soon 😊
It’s not “all and everything” we can explain, not in our life, not in our beliefs 💚. Someone told me 7 years ago that I have been living in Spain in two past life. I’m not sure what to believe, but what I do know,- there’s a lots of things in life that’s difficult to give any good and understandable explanation too. Special when you can’t see it, not touch it, hear it or smell it. Just feel it inside you 💚. My text today feels very private and personal to share, at the same time there’s not very much private and personal information about me in it 🧡 .
Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 🧡 I hope all is fine with you all 🧡
I like my jobs, both of them 🎧💻. And I’m grateful and feeling so lucky that I have a job in this days 💚. That’s not any of course in today’s society, as a result and a consequence of the coronavirus and the pandemic. Many people have lots their jobs, also two of my children. Both my son in the middle and my daughter got the messenge in May that they will lose their jobs during this summer 😔. That’s also one if the reason why they are moving into me during the next days and week. It will be cheaper for them to stay here together with me for a while 😊.
My daughter has been incredibly lucky, because she already got an new job, and have already started up in that one too. But still she moving in together with me, so she can save some money under this strange circumstance we all are living in.
My son in the middle had a plan, and that was to have between 6 to 12 months leave without pay from his job here in Spain, travel to Norway, live together with his dad, and take the driver license in Norway, and then travel back and continue his job here in Spain. That plan did change a bit. He is still going to Norway, he is still going to live with his dad, he is still going to take the driving licence, but it’s not sure he will come back to Spain, at least not for a while, and maybe not for living, but at least on holiday 🧡. He will have his work until the end of July, and then there’s not any more job left for him here….at the moment. But as we all know,- thing can change very fast.
I have no reason to complain at all, I like my jobs, and I have work to do every day, 7 days a week 💚, I have a fixed contract as a costumer service agent, and I like my customer service agent job too. The customers in general are very pleasant and happy. I also do like my ” online health care and social care” job, but I haven’t any fixed contract there. And there I can meet many different personal- and private situations of more and less any kind. The clients are different, and I got a lots of different questions during a shift, both about health as well as in different social cases.
I have also the possibility to take some freelance writing work, and at the moment I take as much as I can and have the possibility to do 😊. And there’s some students that have asked me about Norwegian lessons during this Autumn, so I see if I starts up again with some students.
I have nothing to complain about at all,- I feel very lucky and grateful 💚. It is just one year ago I was without work and without any regular income,- so I know very well how it is to not have a job, to not have a regular salary, to not know how to manage to pay the next bill.
If I should mention one tiny little negative thing with my costumer service agent job and “online health care job” it is that I feel I’m socializing “all day long” when I’m at work. I speak with costumer on the phone, and do I chatt with clients online 😊.
So, unfortunately, when I’m finish with my work during a day I’m not the best chatter or texter online with my friends, or to take a phonecall for a talk to some of my friends or family. Because I have already been doing that for some hours in my job.
And I don’t like to be sourrende by to many people either, “all the time”. I’m a person that needs some time on my own. Be just alone for a tiny little while.
But that’s after I have been working, and it’s because I feel I have I have been socializing “all day long” already and need this time on my own after finish a working day 😊.
Because even if I don’t see the costumer or clients I talk with them in one or another way, we are in contact, we are in a way socializing. And that’s one of the way the social life works to now at days, through different social media communication channels.
I like to be sourrende by my friends and family, but I like to feel I have the energy and something “to give” when I’m sourrende by them,- and then I need to “fill up” my “energy- storage” with using some time just on me, to just be alone 😊. Sounds selfish? I do feel like that sometimes, that I’m selfish when I just spend time on my own, on my self, but I know it is important for me to do it. If not I haven’t very much to “offer” and “give” to my family and friends. So, unfortunately, I can be a bit a- social now and then, and it’s not everyone who understands that. But it is because I feel I have been socializing “all day long” at my job, and just need a timeout before I can socializing again 😊.
Do you have it like that, like me? You need some time on your own now and then? Or do you need to be sourrende by people to feel you get the energy level up again? We are all different, and we get our energy level up in different ways too 😊.
I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡 Thank you so much for dropping by my blog today too 🧡
See you soon 😊
I’m very lucky, and I feel very grateful for my jobs 💚. I have nothing to complain about, but I do feel like I’m socializing “all day long” when I’m working, even when I don’t see the costumers or clients, just listen to them during the phone 🎧, or chatting/ texting with them online 💻 😊.